Back on Track Maybe?!

I was once again reminded of all the things I want to do. I think it took being back in an old familiar place to realize how far I have come, and how far I have yet to go. Am I willing to settle? Or at least have different place stones to get me to my final goal? We shall see what God does

When it was first put in my passions to graduate Poly and move to NYC, I was stoked for the thought. Then life happened, and I thought I could temporarily give it up for something better.... and it didn't end in my favor, and I am left not with what I sacrificed it for. If I could have a do-over... I never would have let myself lose sight of the goals I have had for myself post-college. Heck, I watch movies that are in NYC and I can picture myself there (getting lost and having a heck of a time getting somewhere-- as long as I don't end up in the Bronx on my way home... I am in good shape ;-).

So, I need to have some baby steps... of some kind. Like a middle step between me and the ultimate goal. We all have dreams, and it is the scariest to pray to God for Him to make His will our desire, because it may not take us where we see ourselves. And it hasn't to this point. It takes a lot of surrendering to be okay with possibly ending up in the last place we wanted. Is it okay to pray that God would show us how our dream fit in to His will?