I have really learned a lot about always moving forward and not going backwards. I can actually say... my boss has told me this over and over (and heaven's forbid.... she is right). This season of life has brought on many challenges as many changes with my family happened that I dove right into and supported everywhere I possibly could. It didn't help I was also in two very hard master's classes with Hope and working a ton.... and still wanting some kind of a social life-- no matter how small it may be.
The prayers for my family are felt and appreciated more than many of you can know! I feel the love and support of many of you as my family goes through transition and how God has blessed me in ways to step in and help where the needs are within. This term, I ended school not in good standings and will be retaking these two troublesome courses in the future. After much prayer, I am going to be taking a break from school for at least summer and most likely Fall so that I can focus on work, and my family, as well as what the future might hold.
With more responsibilities coming, it only seems best to relocate to So. Cal first while I finish school and be closer to my family. NY is still a goal, but it is one I want to accomplish once I am half way done with my student loans being paid off, and not more than tripling my living expenses. I would like to be done with Hope as well. Also, I would like to be closer to my mom. We are a lot closer now than we were even 6 or 7 years ago and I don't want to sacrifice that when I feel I am needed as well.
So this season ahead is time to recooperate, regroup, refocus.... lots of "re", but all good things I believe. I still desire to remain with Verizon because it is a good company to work for and they have afforded me opportunities for things I haven't had before like have my car, live comfortable, and be able to best help my family where and when I can.
Prayers for my family would be appreciated still and for me as God opens doors that I would recognize when and where they are to walk through them. I have felt very discouraged this season, but in this season I have been blessed with the deepening of dear friendships... and also a changed mindset how I approach things. I am not gonna work harder than another person to be friends. I am a give and take kind of person... and if all I am giving is that and there is nothing for me to take from... then it is not a beneficial thing.
I also need to "re"alize that I probably don't need 802 FB friends.... lol.
1 comment:
It sounds like this is the best season yet! I am so blessed beyond belief to hear how your relationship with your mom has grown, changed, matured and weathered the storms. It's truly a beautiful thing. Know that I am praying for you. I think taking a break is a good idea. Just because you take some time to seek the Lord and his will doesn't mean you won't ever go back. You're a go-getter and sometimes forget to take care of yourself in the process of the going and the getting. When doors open, just have the faith to walk through them. The blessing on the other side FAR outweighs the fear of leaving what is familiar and comfortable.
Much love sweet friend!
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